Poethree Bv's Diary

it seems so selfish when you want two people at once. However, this desire can't be controlled. When you love someone, you feel so uncomfortable. You wanna have your current feeling..but when you love two different persons in one time, what will you do? When you don't want to let the one go, but in the same time you want the other one too.. Kind a selfish.. I know. now dear Mr. "Second" So sorry about this. Maybe it hurts you. I realize, Sorry doesn't solve this. Just give me time.. TIME. and let me love you COMPLETELY. tapi kau juga harus tau... Sebenarnya aku sudah mencintaimu..tapi mungkin rasa cintaku ini belum sempurna..

Precaution!!! I never say that non-Liverpudlians are not allowed here, but if you think we are so hyperbole in facing this case (some people assume this), better you get off of this page! Don’t read this. You don’t feel it so you will never understand. It’s only a dedication page, not a complaint letter! So, before you throw up or even vomit, don’t continue reading. Thank you. This is also a special writing to my beloved friend, mimi butik (bu Tika)… who has been so devastated in Fernando Torres’ leaving, we’re all with you, butik.. rumpiess here for you.. *teletubies hug* It is for papa Adhie, bulen (bu Leanita), bufeb (bu Febri), burik (bu Rika-unfortunately she’s not on fb anymore) and buyun (bu Yunita) my daughter too  How could I call myself as a writer? I’ve been writing some stories but most of them are still in Indonesian, this is my third English “Football-Edition” project--->>the first project was for Steven Gerrard (you can read it on my blog), the second was for Cesc...

kadang kamu pernah ngerasa ga kalau km egois??? sombong atau bahkan munafik di dpn teman kamu sendiri??? banyak orang mengalami hal seperti ini. tidak mau mngakui bahwa dia sangat mencintai temannya. sehingga si teman seolah-olah merasa tidak dianggap. kadang aku berpikir, orang seperti itu akan sangat rawan terhadap sebuah sensitivitas, dimana dia selalu merasa dirinyalah yg selalu benar. dia bahkan sering tidak mau menerima apa yg disarankan atau pendapat orang lain. di dunia ini manusia adalah sama, jika kamu merasa ingin menang sendiri dan egois, maka teman-teman kamu akan menjauhimu secara pelan-pelan, dan pada akhirnya hanya tinggal kamu seorang dengan keegoisanmu sendiri. aku selalu kecewa terhadap mereka yang selalu bersikap keras. kuat terhadap pendapat sendiri memang tidak dilarang, kalian juga tdk harus menerima pendapat org lain kan kalo pendapat itu bertentangan dengan hatimu?? tapi setidaknya hargailah apa yg telah dilakukan temanmu, jika kamu seolah tidak peduli, bagaima...

have you ever felt guilty? you feel that you are not good enough for everyone around you.. i do. sometimes life is totally a cruel stage, where you need to survive and prove that you are worthy.

I still remember when I started to know about Liverpool FC. There was a player named Michael Owen. He was a good-looking boy. At the time, I didn't know anything about Steven Gerrard, I didn't know him, I never heard his name before, and in my mind just Michael Owen passed. Until I watched one of the matches Liverpool vs. (I forgot), I saw someone else run and made the first goal for Liverpool, and directly I fell something special in mine. I looked around for that boy and I wanted to know him closer. I tried to see his name in his backside, and gotcha! His name was Gerrard. From that time, I forgot Owen and started to love Steve. I knew it too fast to forget Owen. However, he was the first boy who made me loved football and Liverpool but I couldn't do anything because my heart said that Steve was the best footballer in the world. Steve's full name was Steven George Gerrard. He was born in Whiston, 30 May 1980. Now, he has a lovely wife named Alex Curran (23 September ...

ahhh udah berapa bln ya gw ga ngeblog... maklum sibuk kuliah.. tp berhubung skrg gw udh lulus ya.. :D asiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...... ya msh working on my next fanfic.. penasaran??? wait ya!!! ^_^

SCENE 6 : Liverpool Port Xabi was looking around,,,”Where is she?” Xabi was running, lalu dia menemukan Vaine sedang berjalan sambil menunduk dan nendang2 batu tanpa arah yang jelas.. Xabi menghadangnya... She stopped her walk.. Yvaine : I’m sorry, Sir, Would u please..(mendongak ke atas-shocked) Xabi : *smiling* “please out of my way?” Yvaine : *diam saja* Xabi : I’ll out of your way asal kamu bisa buang waktu 15 menit buat ngobrol sama aku, gimana? Yvaine : Nggak ah, aku mau pulang, dingin. Xabi : Eits! Nggak boleh.. Yvaine : Why? Mau terus ngehalangin jalanku? Xabi : *suddenly shocked dengan kata-kata Vaine tadi* Oh..iya... menghalangi jalanmu ya.. I know... *lalu minggir supaya Vaine bisa lewat* Yvaine : *kembali berjalan* Tiga detik kemudian.. Xabi : That’s why I come here, to fix everything. Yvaine : *stopped* Fix what? Xabi : Semuanya. Sini... *grab her hand and take her to the port* Yvaine : So? Udah aku bilang kan aku mau pulang. Xabi : Just 15 minutes. Lagian kalau kamu bener...